Redemption Period ..

The Redemption Period is ahead . .. . :(

nothing else matter !

And nothing else matter .. !! :((

how am i !

Hiding in my room...
Safe within my womb...
I touch no one and no one touches me.

I am a rock...
I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain...
And an island never cries.

so I'm fine .. :P

Why I was born to pain and woe??!!

Why I was born to pain and woe ? ?!!
any one think that he born to be jolly in his/her life ..
but i think that I was for pain and woe ..
what the different is between me and you ?
take you eyes open to see me ..
.. .. oooh sorry you are not able to see. . !
I'm sorry .. be happy and enjoy your life ..
only the blind can stay and enjoy the life .... !
It's may fun but your so blind ...
take it easy and let me be alone ..
fill that in your around there are so many comrades ! But Just Fill !

On my Birthday .. .

I, MY dear, was born to-day--
So all my jolly comrades say:
They bring me music, wreaths, and mirth,
And ask to celebrate my birth:
Little, alas! my comrades know
That I was born to pain and woe;
To thy denial, to thy scorn,
Better I had ne'er been born:
I wish to die, even whilst I say--
'I, my dear, was born to-day.'
I, my dear, was born to-day:
Shall I salute the rising ray,
Well-spring of all my joy and woe?
Clotilda, thou alone dost know.
Shall the wreath surround my hair?
Or shall the music please my ear?
Shall I my comrades' mirth receive,
And bless my birth, and wish to live?
Then let me see great Venus chase
Imperious anger from thy face;
Then let me hear thee smiling say--
'Thou, my dear, wert born to-day.'

thinking about the future .. .

it may you sometimes wanna think about the future..
don't waste your time ..
the future is happened !!

What is the hell ? do you know ?

it may that you always think of the eden and hell .. do you know what's the eden and also what the hell is ?

the eden and the hell are nothing else this worl d .. the worl which you live in .. the F***ing world ... don't tell me impolite!!!! ..

some times it's not good to know that you do not want to have any one .. not to see any one .. not to see yourself ...

it was necessary for me to have one to make love with her to tell him "my love" to hear "I love you" . . .

but now . .. it's just like kidding ..

Can I tell that I did grow up ? do you think so ?
nooooooooo !! not at all .. I changed to my babyhod times .. I'm hidding the right and I'm gig myself ..

but the childhod is better !! it's the only result that I founded , and I'll never think is it true or false ?! .. I'll never ..

no way out ..
what is the live ? Just sliping. . Slip in a great matter .. yep my Sin is my borning ! . a Sin which wann tell me that you Slip .. But I just wanna tell that I'm Right !!

heyyyyyyyyy World you are Bastard !! :((

If I fall !!

If I fall along the way,
Would You be right here to stay,
Would You help me with my broken heart,
To sow it back after it was torn apart,
Would I let You come to me,
To give me any sort of ease,
Or would I refuse to let You near,
Because of my own cowardice and fear.

But if I fall along the way,
Would You give me what you may,
Or would You turn your back,
To hollow my soul for its lack,
Would I cry in helpless waves,
Would You come to me and save,
Me from my feebled fate,
Tragic, though, because You're too late.

So now I fell along the way,
Should I still reply to say,
About the darkness to follow soon,
Underneath the blue hue of the moon,
So in grander days of twilight grief,
Do You give me any kind of relief,
Or will You let me melancholy fall,
Because You did nothing,
Nothing at all.

from one of the friends ..

Why I decided to start ! ?

. . . after while I decided to start . .. start writing about myself !
I'l tell you who am I ! and I'll let myself to know it too ..
Really who am i ? do you have any idea about that ? the longest sentence which I can say you is "I"
so .. "I" read the "I" sentence to end .. and then I'll continue posting .. !!