thinking about the future .. .

it may you sometimes wanna think about the future..
don't waste your time ..
the future is happened !!

What is the hell ? do you know ?

it may that you always think of the eden and hell .. do you know what's the eden and also what the hell is ?

the eden and the hell are nothing else this worl d .. the worl which you live in .. the F***ing world ... don't tell me impolite!!!! ..

some times it's not good to know that you do not want to have any one .. not to see any one .. not to see yourself ...

it was necessary for me to have one to make love with her to tell him "my love" to hear "I love you" . . .

but now . .. it's just like kidding ..

Can I tell that I did grow up ? do you think so ?
nooooooooo !! not at all .. I changed to my babyhod times .. I'm hidding the right and I'm gig myself ..

but the childhod is better !! it's the only result that I founded , and I'll never think is it true or false ?! .. I'll never ..

no way out ..
what is the live ? Just sliping. . Slip in a great matter .. yep my Sin is my borning ! . a Sin which wann tell me that you Slip .. But I just wanna tell that I'm Right !!

heyyyyyyyyy World you are Bastard !! :((

If I fall !!

If I fall along the way,
Would You be right here to stay,
Would You help me with my broken heart,
To sow it back after it was torn apart,
Would I let You come to me,
To give me any sort of ease,
Or would I refuse to let You near,
Because of my own cowardice and fear.

But if I fall along the way,
Would You give me what you may,
Or would You turn your back,
To hollow my soul for its lack,
Would I cry in helpless waves,
Would You come to me and save,
Me from my feebled fate,
Tragic, though, because You're too late.

So now I fell along the way,
Should I still reply to say,
About the darkness to follow soon,
Underneath the blue hue of the moon,
So in grander days of twilight grief,
Do You give me any kind of relief,
Or will You let me melancholy fall,
Because You did nothing,
Nothing at all.

from one of the friends ..

Why I decided to start ! ?

. . . after while I decided to start . .. start writing about myself !
I'l tell you who am I ! and I'll let myself to know it too ..
Really who am i ? do you have any idea about that ? the longest sentence which I can say you is "I"
so .. "I" read the "I" sentence to end .. and then I'll continue posting .. !!